‘We'd always been attracted to that.‘ says lyricist/bassist Nicky Wire. ‘ll' you came into our houses w hen we were teenagers. we all had the same books and records. and we were all attracted to alcoholics. drug—addicts and suicide in a kind of romantic way. Between the four of us. I always thought something would happen .- from the first time we played a gig. We were all so intense. It‘s the same with a lot of the great hands. We thought we were in control. but after Thailand |.\lay 199-1] we realised we were in a bit of trouble.’

But the portents were there much earlier. When lyricist/guitarist Richey [Edwards slashed the words ‘4 Real' into his forearm in l‘)‘)l. the Milli had a brilliantly rock ’n‘ roll moment for

‘Perhaps I didn’t know him as well as I

thought. The fact is he’s done what he

wanted to do whether he’s a sewage

farmer or whatever, he obviously felt he had to do it.’

its cover. but the incident should have sounded an early warning. Perhaps those lyrics regularly invoking alienation. despair. loneliness and suicide were not just required rock ‘n‘ roll attitude. Perhaps. as Richey had proclaimed. they were ‘4 Real'. Then. in summer l9‘)—i. events took another queasy lurch when Richey was hospitalised for depression. alcoholism. anorexia . . . and self-mutilation. l-lis interviews when he re-emerged made for voyeuristically fascinating reading. but were also depressing and disturbing. What price the rock 'n‘ roll spectacle'.’

'We didn't want to be doing what we were doing.‘ says Nicky of that period. "The media sluts thing had gone too far. You always feel you‘ve got something more. l’or me it was pissing offback to Wales.‘ And for Richey"? ‘lle just couldn't walk it anymore. lispecially alter he stopped drinking. That was the only thing lelt he enjoyed.‘

By February l‘)‘)5. Richey was gone. his car abandoned at a notorious suicide spot. No word has been heard since. ‘1 thought I knew him better than anyone. but I never thought he’d disappear.’ says Nicky. ‘Perhaps I didn‘t know him as well as I thought. The fact is he’s done what he wanted to do whether he's a sewage farmer or whatever. he obviously felt he had to do it.’ These are not the words of someone who thinks his best friend is dead. ‘My head tells me he is. but my heart tells me he‘s alive. Perhaps it'sjust wishful thinking.‘

For all this. the band have struggled on. attempting to put ‘the Richey thing‘. as singer/guitarist James Dean Bradfield puts it. behind them. When the single ‘A Design For Life‘ entered the charts at number two. they knew they had succeeded. But there‘s also a strong sense that much of the interest in the band is precisely founded on ‘the Richey thing‘. that the shadow his worldview. his personality. and most of all his disappearance has cast over the Manics has given them depth. ‘human interest‘. and that rock 'n‘ roll romance Nicky talks about. After all. cynics mutter. suicide or elaborate fakery. you can‘t take the rock ’n‘ roll spectacle any further.

For the Manics themselves. such an idea sticks in the throat it’s their lives we‘re talking about here. their friend. not rock ‘n‘ roll myth— making. ‘l’m quite proud of the fact we‘ve


reached something of a peak.‘ says Nicky. ‘but it‘s bittersweet always tainted with sadness because of Richeyf But he's enjoyed the controversy their brilliant video has caused. its violent imagery earning it an MTV ban: ‘We‘ve still got that kind of anger in us. that desire to be censored and hated.‘ he admits. ‘We still want to subvert from within.‘

These days. the Manic Street Preachers‘ stage act is notably muted a gap lelt where Richey used to stand. for which even James‘s newfound stage mobility doesn't fully

compensate. ‘There were times in our career

when we‘ve been the most exciting live band

ever.‘ say s Nicky sadly. ‘but now. you look over

and realise Ricliey‘s not there.‘ These days they dress down. the makeup is gone. there's no guitar-smashing. and even the once combustible Nicky Wire stands stock-still. rocking'on his heels. eyes blissfully shut. the

only man in rock who can mouth the words of

songs onstage without it being corny.

Writing without Richey is a lonely experience: ‘Richey was such a researcher. that was amazingly stimulating because he consumed so much. I‘m a bit of a lazy bastard. livery day we‘d talk about something we‘d read. something we'd seen it was quite telepathic. That's when i really miss him ~just talking like your best mate. jttst talking about everything under the stm. It‘s not about the band so much. that‘s what no one seems to understand. it’s the personal thing. For four years we‘ve all been totally obsessed with each other. It was like going out together. [Everyone else had girlfriends. we had each other. We were sad bastards really.’

Richey"s absence makes for a lyrically more positive world view on the excellent new album livery-thing Must (in except on the few songs to which he contributed. it also affects the music —- not because he was ever integral in that department (it‘s said he barely played on the records). btit because of the subduing. even

‘There were times in our career when we’ve been the most exciting live band ever, but now, you look over and realise

Bichey’s not there.’

mellowing effect his disappearance has had on the band. The new album is lushly produced. featuring keyboards. strings and trumpets (courtesy of drummer Sean Moore). lts pop sound is a long way from the desolate musical landscape of The Holy Bible. ‘The music is meant to be a bit more uplifting.‘ says Wire. though the Manics will never lose their punky. abrasive quality. and there are still tracks which make for distinctly uneasy listening.

It‘s a strange kind of success the Manic Street Preachers have achieved. particularly in the light of their early career plans for world domination. Success has come without Richey. maybe even because of Richey‘s disappearance. with the band consequently shorn of the spite and strutting arrogance that once delined them. As a result. it‘s hard not to read the current single‘s plaint about the working class‘s self—destructive tendencies as a rejection of the rock ‘n‘ roll spectacle that took such a toll upon the band: as the setting of a new agenda a design for life.

The Manic Street Preachers play Barrmvland. Glasgow on Thursday 23 May.

Richey Edwards: the missing link

The List 17-30 May l‘)9(i 7